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I initially intended to isolate myself at Borders tonight, without the connection of the Internet and without hanging out with friends. (In Champaign, we have to pay for the Internet at Borders. I refuse to pay for this while I can get free wireless somewhere else). Yes, sounds like a lonely freak. Although I like to get together with people so much, I still need to hide myself and be alone sometime. It turns out a surprising afternoon and night. I still stayed at Borders, as I planned. People come and go as I sit and read and type, but somehow I run into several friends from afternoon to night. This makes me feel I am not totally hide and isolated. It’s alright since I also found a dilemma inside my heart. From one side, I determined to hide myself tonight, but from another side, I desired a company, no matter in what form. I, Sort of enforce myself stay here with unwillingness. Their showing comforts me a little bit, it might be a remedy or reward of not going somewhere first time at Friday night, I think.

I met many new people during this month. I found that they tended to call me Mei(May?) instead of Mei-Yi. That sounds fine with me, just need more time to get used to my new name.